It’s amazing what happens when you realise that you need a complete 180 in life. The emotions that you feel, you realise that you have a weight on your shoulders that you finally noticed. You never did realise what it was that was weighing you down. You just know you felt stuck, unable to move forward, and you never could figure out what was the reasoning for it.
I recently figured this out, I was stuck in a dead end job working for a company that had no advancement potential in any near future. I was also plauged with a manager who clearly had some issues with certain people and pretty much constantly was trying to get them to quit by making them feel that they were going to be fired any day. It isn’t a good feeling to think that every single day your job was in jeopardy. The constant fear that you could do anything to screw things up and not knowing what it would be. Walking on eggshells in hopes that you would have your job the next day. No one should ever have to live their life like that. Wondering if you should speak up to the inequalities that go on in the work place because you fear that you will lose your job, or it will affect you negatively in potential employment in the future. No one should have to deal with that.
I am just happy I am finally free from such and can now focus on making something of myself.